To my dear blog,
It has been such awhile since I had posted my rants and emotion online. All these two years I had been busy with work and dating. Now recently, I had gotten myself a degree part-time study... Finally I had made a step forward to my milestone and life.
For once, i felt like i am alive.
New things and phases are coming toward me, and I didn't expected myself to be feeling excited about it.. even tho it is STUDY.
I'm now going thru my third semester of school. And wow, comparing with the people in my workplace, there are awesome people in my class who could bring me joy and new breathe. I feel like my choice was not limited, i had so many chances of meeting new people, new potential partners (secretly) and new eye-opener of IT- knowledge.
Sound boring but trust me.. the knowledge you learnt is quite interesting... Of course this can't guarantee that it can last for many years.. hmm
It was thanks to my study that I had met this awesome guy(s), one was attached but another is single. Both were great and cheerful. But definitely I can't eye on the attached one. While, the single guy, he is really nice. To be honest, better than my current, but i know how much my current had put in effort and how much time we had spent and been thru together...
Ok back to single.
He is.. kind, friendly, thoughtful.. and not really bad-looking. I'm surprised he is still single tho. *confused* Like for example, he could remind me that assignment is coming up, telling me not to forget my class.. sometimes late at night, he would text me not to stay up too late etc. Probably it was just a normal caring as a friend, but certainly the initiative really touched me (alittle or more?). Which.. my current had previously lacked... (Now he is better, often checking back on me :) )
I almost consider him as my potential. But too bad I am attached and it wont be fair to my current too.
I had to let him go before i sink any further.....
I'm glad i did not gave up on my conscience. Because some part of me still love my current... and I didn't even realised until my friend said... (Damn..)
Alright, I shall stop here. 1.20Am and I am working tmr..
I had so much to share but i will do it another. Adios :))
Nights~
It has been such awhile since I had posted my rants and emotion online. All these two years I had been busy with work and dating. Now recently, I had gotten myself a degree part-time study... Finally I had made a step forward to my milestone and life.
For once, i felt like i am alive.
New things and phases are coming toward me, and I didn't expected myself to be feeling excited about it.. even tho it is STUDY.
I'm now going thru my third semester of school. And wow, comparing with the people in my workplace, there are awesome people in my class who could bring me joy and new breathe. I feel like my choice was not limited, i had so many chances of meeting new people, new potential partners (secretly) and new eye-opener of IT- knowledge.
Sound boring but trust me.. the knowledge you learnt is quite interesting... Of course this can't guarantee that it can last for many years.. hmm
It was thanks to my study that I had met this awesome guy(s), one was attached but another is single. Both were great and cheerful. But definitely I can't eye on the attached one. While, the single guy, he is really nice. To be honest, better than my current, but i know how much my current had put in effort and how much time we had spent and been thru together...
Ok back to single.
He is.. kind, friendly, thoughtful.. and not really bad-looking. I'm surprised he is still single tho. *confused* Like for example, he could remind me that assignment is coming up, telling me not to forget my class.. sometimes late at night, he would text me not to stay up too late etc. Probably it was just a normal caring as a friend, but certainly the initiative really touched me (alittle or more?). Which.. my current had previously lacked... (Now he is better, often checking back on me :) )
I almost consider him as my potential. But too bad I am attached and it wont be fair to my current too.
I had to let him go before i sink any further.....
I'm glad i did not gave up on my conscience. Because some part of me still love my current... and I didn't even realised until my friend said... (Damn..)
Alright, I shall stop here. 1.20Am and I am working tmr..
I had so much to share but i will do it another. Adios :))
Nights~
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