Loneliness in Love

i so fcking hate u...

and fcking hate myself for not able to leave you so soon

the loneliness u gave me is killing me

yet u never seem to see and understand what im going thru

i could erase the pain but it will be complete all gone

only what ended up is leaving myself hanging





y are u still so coldless at the end of the day

will it be better if we left each and our ownself

will it be better if i walk off...

will it be better if i forget u

only the friends closest to me see and understand...

yet u were so faraway busy for studies

y u were so cold...

y u were so distant...



i wish i could forget u...

i will miss u but probably the pain i had myself inflicted wont be so much as i miss u....