27 August Though Post

Why people have to keep proving and showing others that they can do well... Why can't they just lay back and enjoy the process...

Why can't everyone be nice and stop comparing themselves with others...

I am one of the people that compared to others as well, but definitely I have my own belief that I will do well within my own pace.

I would rather believe in myself than anyone else in the world... 

I am sure I will find people that fall as the same pace as me and not risking myself to push so much hardship just to get that stupid recognition.

Life is all about learning together and get tougher together but why is it that they are so cold... Even if one fall behind, they should support and encourage him or her, even if they themselves are already far ahead... This society is just too independent...

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And I don't have to be cruel and cold to others to show that I can fight for myself or stand up for myself.

I could be soft-hearted... but I would rather believe in not suffering with guilt, than being self-centered... I could be at times get exploited or make use ... but I have never regret having that soft-heart of mine. Because, if it weren't for this, I would never have met the people and become friends... and gained meaningful lesson from the tough experience and sadness. 

Of course, at times, because of such crucial decision needed to make in order to change our own life better, being hard is necessary. But, I would not let myself take over by the selfish and hard-hearted side of me. Once awhile will do. To be a little thick-faced and an asshole. 

I have my own way of standing up for myself, probably the soft and quiet way of doing it. I would not show my attitude of standing up for myself, but definitely I am using actions and result to prove it. 

My nature is not that as aggressive as others. So stop saying as if you know me...