I'm so emotionally unstable today. :( I found out that I still can't escape that painful sadness of seeing updated social posts by "friends". Even from twitter. FaceBook is my #1 avoiding list of social media. So I rarely updated my post in Facebook. In twitter, I feel a little safer because there is lesser "friends" except the people who know you in real life or had at least encountered you once. So I will usually pour out my feelings in Twitter.
However, still. I couldn't escape this harsh reality. No matter how many tweets I have written, whether emotionally sad or ecstatic, people or rather people that know me and are not closer to me do not f*** care about it. They do not comfort. They do not even take a little of their time to left a reply like "everyone has his own bad day. It will be over soon :)" etc. I feel like I'm writing this message to a wall. I was so sad that I feel that social platform is not a place to connect feeling to new people but rather things that only interest them. They only care to the people they label them as friends. Or clique. It is like they have built their own wall around their clique.
Although I have close friends and friendly new friends that occasionally chat with me, I still feel a little sad (I no other word to describe this feeling) because it is inevitable for me to compare the others with yourself. It is like "I was here feeling very sucky and they are here laughing and enjoying their own moments. We both get in the same school, in the same club, and yet we are so far apart".
Was I too emotional ... or is it that people are less friendly and uncaring... ?
However, still. I couldn't escape this harsh reality. No matter how many tweets I have written, whether emotionally sad or ecstatic, people or rather people that know me and are not closer to me do not f*** care about it. They do not comfort. They do not even take a little of their time to left a reply like "everyone has his own bad day. It will be over soon :)" etc. I feel like I'm writing this message to a wall. I was so sad that I feel that social platform is not a place to connect feeling to new people but rather things that only interest them. They only care to the people they label them as friends. Or clique. It is like they have built their own wall around their clique.
Although I have close friends and friendly new friends that occasionally chat with me, I still feel a little sad (I no other word to describe this feeling) because it is inevitable for me to compare the others with yourself. It is like "I was here feeling very sucky and they are here laughing and enjoying their own moments. We both get in the same school, in the same club, and yet we are so far apart".
Was I too emotional ... or is it that people are less friendly and uncaring... ?
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