Saturday, 28 November 2015

28 Nov 15-- trip with family at JB

Almost had an argument with my parents during the 2 hours of KTV... All things become so sucky when it ended and had to step out from that dark room.

And then faced everyone with our moody attitude...

I didnt know I had such an attitude to others until I ignored a young saleboy... As well as hearing in and out from nagging mum, and keeping my mouth shut from commenting anything.

BUT...

Leaving aside the negativity, perhaps it is normal to show our own negative self to your family even in public. Maybe... this may even allows us to accept our true-self and not afraid to show it to our close ones. Naturally, it will make us feel more comfortable to express ourselves and enjoy people company when we are free to be ourselves.

Guess it is not always a bad thing to argue with our parents quite "once awhile" in public ^-^

But... Hey, my mum was actually nagging about me in a public toilet where there were people around... *that was so embarrassing* I could only argue a little, kept quiet and slowly leave the toilet. ^-^"



I always hope and envious of seeing small group of friends meeting up together... They could be small but I could feel that they are just like small family filled with warmth... Heck I even saw a gal digging gold infront of her friends. *salute*  And you can see that they are happily conversing random stuff, and halfway thru when they realised enjoyed each other company, they laughed out lightly with no reason...

That sense of pure bliss was priceless... it was as if it is their second home right after their family.

I hope I could do the same for my poly gal friends... Can't believe that I hugged her after not seeing her physically for a few months only... And to my dear, I hope I could see my dear opened up to his friends truthfully as rather than talking to break the ice although it was good...

And to end with a happy song! :)